The Transformational Nature of Grief: A Journey of Emotional Wellness
- Chong Andelina
- Jan 2
- 7 min read
Updated: Jan 8
The new year is here! is there a chapter of your life that needs a ‘reset’ or renewal?
Festive period is typically a difficult season for someone who is experiencing the onset of grief .
Humans are creatures of comfort. We are hardwired to seek pleasure and avoid pain, safety, and uncertainty. We tend to prefer familiar routines and security. However, significant human achievement, growth, and fulfillment often emerge outside our comfort zones, requiring us to embrace challenges and temporary discomfort, showing a duality where we crave comfort but thrive with growth.
Grief is often perceived as a dark, overwhelming force—a painful process that takes hold after loss. Whether it’s the passing of a loved one, the end of a relationship, or the shift in one’s life circumstances, grief is frequently associated with sadness and despair.
Grief can also come in other various forms like:
Loss of Identity in career shift
Loss of Health or Physical Ability
Loss of Security or Stability eg financial instability when retrenched, facing Bankruptcy or financial instability.
Losing a relationship (including divorce, infidelity, a breakup, etc.)
Having walk through the dark valley of grief and arise on the other, I believe that grief’s true nature is more complex than that. In fact, grief is a deeply transformational experience—one that has the potential to bring about profound emotional healing, growth, and change.
In this post, I’ll explore the curious nature of grief, its potential for transformation. If you’ve experienced grief, or if you’re supporting someone through it, this journey of understanding could offer you the insight and tools to approach grief with greater awareness and compassion.
The Curiosity of Grief: Not Just a Linear Path
When most people think of grief, they imagine it as a linear process—one that begins with shock, progresses through stages of sadness, anger, and acceptance, and then eventually ends with closure.
This view comes largely from Dr. Elisabeth Kübler-Ross’s famous Five Stages of Grief which, while groundbreaking, has also led to some misunderstandings about how grief truly unfolds.
The 5 stages of grief are denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance.
I didn’t go through the stage of Denial (Tucker,2022). Few years ago, losing my mother after a week in the ICU was my first experience with sudden loss, and it served as a profound wake-up call regarding the balance between professional ambitions and personal presence. It taught me the invaluable lesson of being truly 'present'—not just in my work, but with the people who matter most.
It's not always doom and gloom though. I recalled the happy moments, the simple moments like sharing a dessert with her, the delicious food that she cooked. I found some relief and glad that we had those moments.
I went through several rounds of some of the stages of grief (Lpc/Mhsp, 2025)
My Art sketch of grief
The reality of grief is far less tidy and predictable. It’s not a series of stages that you can simply tick off one by one. Grief ebbs and flows, and it can come in waves—sometimes when you least expect it. You might experience intense sorrow one moment, and then find yourself laughing at a memory the next. Grief can take you to places you never thought you’d go, and it can last longer than you expect.
In my quest to recover from the grief of the sudden passing of my late mother, I came across a video. The video depicts a man, David who invited many neighbours to his house warming except for one. David did not like his neighbour, Mr Ed. Mr Ed however wanted to invite himself to the party. He would appear in front of David’s window frequently. David would shoo him away. Mr Ed subsequently slipped into the party and mingle with the other guests.
David was annoyed but continue to observe him with curiosity. To his surprise, he found that there are some good qualities with Mr Ed. As David let go of control, he was able to spend a good time with Mr Ed at the party. Mr Ed is like grief which makes me feel annoyed and scared at the start as it was an alien feeling. My breakthrough arrived over time as I changed the way to view it, with curiosity rather than avoidance and fear.
Grief as a Catalyst for Transformation
If you’ve ever been through a significant loss, you may have noticed that it profoundly changes you. The process of grief forces you to confront aspects of yourself and your life that you might have otherwise avoided or ignored. These confrontations—while often painful—can serve as a powerful catalyst for personal transformation.
Consider, for example, how grief can lead to a deeper connection with yourself.
When we experience loss, we’re often left questioning who we are and what truly matters to us. We might reevaluate our values, priorities, and beliefs. In this way, grief becomes an opportunity for introspection and self-discovery.
We often live as if we have an infinite supply of "tomorrow." I was no different—until a sudden family loss stripped away that illusion. One moment, we were sharing a meal and a conversation; the next, everything had changed.
This experience was a brutal but necessary wake-up call on the fragility of time. It forced me to re-examine my "container." Most of us fill our lives with the "small balls" like phone pings, minor grievances, and trivial task, leaving no room for what actually matters. I’ve shifted my architecture. Now, I place the "big balls" first: impact, prioritizing high-quality engagement over low-quality distractions. If you feel like your life is full but your soul is empty, it’s time to look at what you’re putting in your jar first.
Grief challenges us to embrace vulnerability and step into the unknown, ultimately helping us cultivate a more profound sense of inner strength.
Emotional Wellness and Grief: A New Perspective
As an emotional wellness coach, I encourage my coachees to approach grief with curiosity. Rather than pushing away grief or trying to “get over” it, I encourage them to make space for it. Acknowledge it. Sit with it. Feel it. But also be open to the possibility that grief can transform you.
There’s no timeline for grief, and no “right” way to grieve. What’s most important is that we allow ourselves to feel what we feel without judgment or shame. The emotional wellness journey through grief is about embracing the full range of emotions and using them as a tool for growth.
Moving Through Grief: A Path Toward Wholeness
The truth about grief is that it never fully leaves us, but its intensity diminishes over time. We do not “move on” from grief, but rather, we learn how to carry it. Over time, it becomes integrated into who we are, and we find ways to live with it. We may carry the memory of our loss, but we also carry the lessons learned and the growth achieved through that experience.
Early in my grief journey, even a familiar sofa held a weight that felt overwhelming. I felt torn: one part of me wanted to cling to every physical reminder of my mother, while the other yearned for a sanctuary where I could breathe and process in my own way.
The transition to a new home provided that much-needed space. It wasn't about leaving her behind; it was about learning that her love and memories of her is independent of four walls.
Today, I recall my late mother in the flavour of her favourite meals, the quiet of the parks we visited, and the photos that capture those moments. I’ve realized that memories don't live in a house—they live in the life we continue to lead.
My mother was a foundational influence in our life. While her absence left a significant void, it also challenged me to carry forward the values and strength she instilled in us.
By embracing the transformational nature of grief, we shift our perspective from one of loss to one of growth. I realize that grief, as painful as it can be, holds the potential for renewal. It creates space for healing, for emotional evolution, and for a deeper connection to ourselves and others.
Curiosity allows you to experience grief in a more conscious and empowered way. It doesn’t make the grief go away, but it helps you better understand and navigate it.
Conclusion: Grief as a Teacher
In the end, grief is not just an emotion to survive. It’s a teacher. It teaches us about life, about love, about resilience, and it’s possible for pain, nostalgia, comfort and warmth to co-exist. When approached with curiosity and an open heart, grief offers us the possibility of transformation.
As you navigate your own grief, remember that this journey is yours to take at your own pace. Allow yourself to be transformed. There is no shame in grief. Instead, there is immense potential for emotional wellness and growth.
By acknowledging grief as a natural part of life’s emotional landscape, we open ourselves to a deeper understanding of ourselves, others, and the world around us.
New Identity
After the sudden loss of my mother, I found myself in a season of redefining my identity. For a long time, my life was defined by my career. Transitioning away from that role when I stepped away from my career, to be a fulltime caregiver, felt like being at sea; the environment was constantly changing, and my usual 'planner' mindset had to adapt to a new reality.
I learned to respect the rhythm of the journey; finding peace in the calm moments and building strength during the 'storms.' By leaning in and practicing patience, I learned how to set my sail again. Today, I don’t just have a sense of direction; I have the resilience to navigate whatever waters lie ahead, knowing that my foundation is built on the lessons I’ve learned navigating that season of emotional chaos.
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References
Coaching is a future-oriented, action-focused process for rebuilding life after loss whilst Grief counselling focuses on healing emotional wounds from the past.
